She dumped me
I am a 64 year old Englishman. I am not retired , I work full time.
She is a 51 year old Canadian with one daughter.
We have been communicating for best part of two years and profanity, in both directions was part of what we had, as were the very intimate videos and pictures that we exchanged. We spoke several times a day, always expressing love for each other.
We both discussed a life together,I'd have run to her in a heartbeat ,and she knows that.I was truly in love with her. I never said things would be perfect.
I was not aware that she didn't find me attractive, whereas I found her irresistible.
What I have found out recently has crushed me beyond explanation, but it has at least reinforced my belief that you can't trust anyone.
Don't give your heart to anyone unless you want it well and truly breaking.