Look at me
Have you considered just taking what you want? Haven't we done enough of this? The I'm-not-looking-at-you thing? We're both obvious and it's undignified.
Neither of us is moving on or forgetting. I cite the ongoing mutually bizarre behavior as proof. Normal people would have long since given up - said, yeah, they seemed cool but turned out to be crazy, oh well. But not us! It's like we're trapped in an epic contest to see who can make things even more awkward. You think that was awkward? Watch this!
Sometimes it's fun. Sometimes it hurts. Underneath it all is that current - the electric energy of what we both know is true. We could be closer to one another than we've ever been to anyone in our lives. Everyone else is one way, but we're different and the same.
I'm sorry to inform you that the next move is yours. On the surface, you've rejected me, although I still don't believe you. But I will stand rejected until you decide to take what you want.