my doube eyelid disappears everytime when dark-energy people coming into my life. anyone knows why??
i was checking my old photos and noticed > i always had double eyelids growing up, but when i was 16, right around the time i expericed an extremely dark-energy lover (manipulation, nacrassism, violence), it disappears into hidden eyelid.
at the age of 21 when i got deep into a spirtual healing journey and meditated a LOT and connected with my spirit guides and intuition, the double eyelid came back!
at the age of 26, another experience of a dark lover.. the same pattern essentially except this time it's much less obvious to notice how dark his energy actually is. he is very good at masking, almost too good. 1 month before i found out how dark he is, my eyelid disappears into hidden again!
in between these 2 dark lovers, i've had other lovers but none of them were dark or unkind. and only these 2 lovers broke me into pieces, like the suffering they brought me was unbreable.
also i've always encountered verryyyy crazy synchronicities in life in general. and i def have a spirit guide protecting me. i talk to them and i feel their presence. and i meditate a lot , often go to other dimentions when i meditate.
anyways. i just thought the timing of it all is crazy?? also it's 10 years in between, both around the months of Nov/Dec.
anyone has any insight would be much apperciated!! what's this to do w my eyelid?? lol