u/In_need_of_hope_0710

I stopped but the pain won't

Asking for 150K USD. Nothing to offer but my eternal gratitude. On a more serious note, I know no one will give this big amount for free so it's gonna be a joke post. Therefore,post whatever joke u like.

Lost 8k USD while on holiday and now my total losses is now at 150k USD. Feeling dazed and dead inside right now but still need to put on a strong front in front of others. Goodbye everyone, I am not killing myself but I am really feeling dead inside.

Feels slow and fast at the same time. Slow as it's just 7 days, fast as it felt like I just went casino with someone yesterday but actually it's been a week already

Can't believe it's only been 5 days

Does watching people gamble considered as breaking the streak?

5/5/26 marks the 3rd anniversary of the start of my downfall. Really wish I could go back and fix everything

Went to the casino with a fellow reddit friend, won some money, had some good conversations,made a friend. Worth breaking the streak for.

Visited my friend and thought to myself that I could be like him, have a BTO, a wife or at least able to support his own family with his own power but here I am, lost a quarter of his house value with nothing to show. Regrets, pure regrets.

I don't even know what I am doing anymore, gambling is bad but it felt like an escape from the ruined life, the ecstasy of winning washes away the past defeats yet if I didn't gamble in the first place, I wouldn't have the so called 'past defeats'. All I can say is that it's an endless loop. Please don't touch gambling for those who are just lurking and didn't start. For those who is in pain and unable to escape this loop, I can only give my spiritual blessing as I am stuck in a bad position too.

Gambling is bad, please don't gamble