I 20F, am sleeping with my best friend (21F ) who has a bf and he has no idea. He just thinks we are absolute besties. I don’t regret a thing even though I know it’s completely wrong. It’s also super interesting because we are quite an odd pair. We look like we would’ve bullied each other in high school. She’s a republican, I am liberal. Shes super girly and I am a masc lesbian. She grew up completely different in a safe household, and I grew up with severe trauma lol. We are polar opposites, but somehow we balance each other out in a perfect harmony. I’m aware what I’m doing is rather unethical but I’m at the point in my life where I don’t care what people think who I am not close with. Sometimes I wonder if a real relationship would be possible or if it would end in shambles. I hope this doesn’t blow up in my face, so I’m manifesting it.
I admit I feel mildly guilty but not because of him or his feelings, but because this could really mess up her life and I feel quite selfish letting continue, but at the same time I don’t give a single fuck.
That’s my confession, just wanted to get it out. Not looking for advice, don’t care.