u/Impossible-Sherbet11

Looking
for something to lean on
there was God,
hovering over me,
saying if I didn’t surrender,
I’d never get peace 

By then I’d hit my wits-end 
with god, the all-knowing patriarch.
I told him to fuck off,
swatting away his spirit 
like a cloud of gnats. 
He floated off laughing 
like, I’m not going anyplace buddy 

last week the bottom 
dropped out again 
like it does everytime I land 
I was looking for something to lean on when 
there it was--
lines of light dwelling in despair 

I tried opening my heart 
to see what it was,
and something else stepped in
vast, and occupying space 
without closing in 

I started feeling like 
I’d been seen
by something androgynous and free
something inside of me

I wasn’t fully me until I lost you. : r/OCPoetry 

Bestfriend : r/OCPoetry

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u/Impossible-Sherbet11 — 8 days ago