u/Impossible-Series920 — reddlx

Hello,

Due to severe ocd I was put on prozac + olanzapine in late 2023
After a year I started experiencing rage outbursts and extreme pessimism once in a month or so. My doc prescribed me tranko buskas (valium) for occasional use
It did wonders on my anger issues at first use. But very quickly the effect faded. Therefore I decided to not use it before a week. I would take 2 or 3 pills per month.
I was taken off of olanzapine 2 weeks ago (I used to take it in evenings)
First week went by with mild panic attacks. I don't know if panic attack is the correct term. Through evening I feel an anxiety and it becomes a feeling of impending doom and I feel fear. I know it is in my brain but it disturbs me a lot. When it feels unbearable I take valium. Yesterday was particularly terrible. I took one pill, it did nothing and took another and it knocked me out.

I feel at ease when I take valium. I stop fighting with past and future. If only there was a natural way to feel this way all the time.

I tried some herbal teas but their effect is too mild and they basically make me feel sleepy which is not what I am looking for.

I know it is unlikely but if there is a magic tea that would ease my nerves it would be fantastic. Gemini suggests l theanine. I don't know.

I also am on concerta for add. I couldn't even read a sentence before it. But I don't take concerta everyday. I use it for a few days whenever I need to study something and take a break for a few days.