u/Important-Split3539

So I know I'm not the only one feeling this way, as I've read many other similar posts, but how do y'all get through it? I think my siblings and I knew it was coming but hoped they'd work it out. They've been trying for like a year to make it work (after it got rough), but it still doesn't make it easy now that the time has come. It was a mutual agreement, and we definitely told em we want them happy, whether that's together or not. I don't really have any friends to go to, and my parents suggested counseling/therapy (I don't know the difference, really) as I'm not the best at expressing how I feel and can keep stuff bottled in. I cried, I was angry, and now I'm feeling like I don't feel anything or idk what to feel, idk.