I feel like relationships are something we rarely talk about in this sub and I know it feels out of place but I don’t know what else to do than share with people I relate to. We are not a western couple who always have it normal to live in or hang out often, like a lot of uae folk south East Asian or Arab, we went through a lot of hurdles to get to sharing a home.
We were just living together 2 weeks ago, for a whole year, I did not realize how used to I got to her being around, making me tea or coffee here and there and just getting to hold her or glance and see her smile whenever I wanted, her surprising me with a snack or a hug it felt like the norm but now that it’s gone it’s just hard to compute that I’m going to be here in this home all alone with her scent on everything, her memories on everything. I took it all for granted.
As long as she was here, she simply wanted more of me and more of my time when I had it. She waited so patiently for me to game, to come home late and tired and complaining to her how I need space, she cried and I just saw past it all and continued to live like a bachelor while reaping the benefits of having this angel next to me.
I asked her to leave if she doesn’t like adjusting to MY lifestyle, so many times that in the end she actually did. And now I can’t adjust to even breathing without her in the same room.
I hope she never finds another man like me.