18f just found out my new talking stage 24m has slept with my older cousin 21f. What do I do??
I met him on tinder and we’ve seen eachother in person. We had made out but nothing below the waistline. I honestly really like (or liked) him and he was really sweet and also really attractive. He didn’t seem creepy and had so far been really respectful, especially when i told him I have no experience with men and I wasn’t ready for sex. I’ve been thinking about him a lot and he actually made me feel butterflies for the first time in a long time. Maybe it’s the age difference that has me feeling excited but I thought i really liked him. Long story short i told my older cousin who is a twin. I sent her a photo of him because he’d hot ovi and i wanted to show off anddd she told me that her twin sister had slept with him only months prior. Safe to say I was pretty shocked and disappointed and honestly embarrassed. I don’t want my cousins sloppy seconds and I don’t want her to be telling me how small his pp is and how mediocre the sex was and how he would probably only last 3 minutes if I slept with him. she also remarked that he’s a snapchat warrior which I know is never good. Anyways my two cousins are giving me shit for it and saying its weird and i’m foul and odd and normally I could take their insults but I actually liked him so now idk what i’m supposed to do. I was supposed to go out with him later today but idk anymore. I just feel frustrated that everytime thing are going a little bit good for me it gets ruined. I now don’t know if I can trust this guy. he’s saying all the right things and being incredibly sweet but now i’m worried it’s just an act and all he wants to do is take my v card.