u/Immediate-Talk-4833

I can almost feel that tide of vomit coming out, because posting a vent on this server means I'm glorifying my emotional sensitivity as something to be a martyr for. I can't bear the self loathing that comes after assuming I deserve to be a part of this community. But I'm easy on people. Deep down I'm scared to misjudge anyone in front of me. I want to be someone people feel safe around.

I've wanted to find someone to share in that empty chaos for a while now, but it goes without saying that you'll rarely find someone next to you who questions things that much, especially themselves.

I'm genuinely tired.

If you read this up to here, you must be a good listener. The world needs more people like you.

Cheers.