u/Illchxxry

I’m unsure of if this was sa or not. So like for a little background so you can understand the kind of guy he is, theres a guy that I’ve been kinda hooking up with a little bit after breaking up with my ex. We’ve had sex three times. First time we had sex, he kept asking to record it like constantly, I said no every single time he asked, eventually idt he recorded anything. The second time was like right after we were done, he was literally begging to do it again, but I didn’t want to, he begged a bunch, eventually he just ended up jerking off while we made out. The third time, I clearly told him I didn’t want him to cum inside me cause I don’t want to take the pill, but he didn’t listen and he did that anyway. Anyway, the part where I’m unsure if it was sa or not, I went to his house the day before. Like he invited me over, so I told him on messages that I don’t wanna do anything today because I’m not in the mood and he was like okay. But when I went to his house, I mean we made out and cuddled, but then he tried touching me. He was constantly begging to have sex with me and he was constantly trying to touch me everywhere and I kept telling him that I don’t want him doing this. And like at a point he was trying to take off my jeans and I told him I don’t want him to do that and eventually he took off his pants completely and just started jerking off and he didn’t stop even though I told him to. But eventually, after he begged a bunch, I ended up just letting him remove my jeans and that’s it. And he kept trying to pull my panties aside and touch me and he tried to put it in 2-3 times and I didn’t want it. I was also feeling really tired and dizzy so I was trying to push him away a bit, he did pull me back, but I feel like I wasn’t trying hard enough idk. He also kept saying that itll be quick and that I should just close my eyes, and once he starts, I’ll like it. This went on for an hour and I think he eventually gave up. But idk if it was actually sa becsuse I wasn’t trying hard enough to stop him. And I also can’t help but feel bad that I wasn’t in the mood to do anything.