Being chubby is not easy right ?
I was never a skinny, or let's say, normal weight kid. From my childhood, I used to hear that kids who are chubby are healthy and look cute, but everything changed when I started to hit puberty. Suddenly, everyone turned and shared their opinions about how to be healthy and what things would help me lose weight easily. I was a very confident kid, but the constant views and opinions made me believe that if I lost weight, I would look pretty. I was 78 kg in that picture; I looked fat, unhealthy, and mentally tired, not knowing what to do with my body. Now, some people will say, "Nah, you look perfect to me Boys like chubby girls." Suddenly, I became "hot," "sexy," and God knows what else. But does it really matter if someone likes my body or not? The question is Do I love myself enough to create positive change in my life? Trust me, you only know what you've seen. You can't feel the same anxiousness, sadness, and hopelessness. It’s not easy to love yourself when external voices are constantly pressing in on your mind.