u/Ilivewajiha

See abi abi beech mein Im having mocks ps critical time hai can't waste a day 21 22 exams aur phir aik aur after one or two day gap idk Khair phir Eid a Jani :( Matlab qarwa ghuunt abi le k Eid shopping karu? LEKIN shopping par lag jau fir parhne ka Dil nahi karta ajkal to wesay he nahi karaha bas dhakay se parh rahi hu 70% a jayein bas sab Dua karna pichli bar 69% the mujhe iss bar puray 70 Karne hein at least Baki tyari is good ig aur practicals ka alag rola hai yawr YE MERI BAR HE SARAY EXPERIMENTS KYU HOTE HEIN :( Khair hogya Mera yap ab ap log apna apna karein aur upvote karein LETS MAKE THIS POST GO UP AND UP WITHOUT A REASON swad ayega aise he agar 50 upvoter a gaye to fir mein GANA sunaugi shabko 🫪☝🏻

Bata so plij I was js wondering kyuki I had mine when I was idk Kitne Saal ki but had it at home baba laye the tab Foodpanda nahi aya tha Foodpanda 3-4 Saal bad aya ig idr

My life has always been traumatic you name a bad happening I have been through it. I keep losing every guardian I get my dad first then my mom then I was living with my khala she didn't keep me sent me to my chachu he had his own family so he asked me to live w grandpa in another city it was good got into business and learned a lot but survival is hard because I have to listen to taunts from everyone for something my mother did and nobody is ashamed of taunting me for that things they do it knowingly or unkownigly. Every person who kept me made me do chores my ass off treated me different very understandable. Now w my grandpa I got my brother to live w me he's younger then me he has got some bad habits due to which I'm punished more then he is taunts whole day baatein whole day everyone keeps asking me for a solution for him. I am just an fsc student my boards are coming up today I cried whole day for smth I didn't even do my chachus came to sort out stuff but ended up telling me not to cry (I couldn't talk without crying and screaming I'm so done I really Wana hug someone) they told me to bear every taunt for more time until I go to uni for hostel. They told me to keep quiet and do as grandpa says even if it's wrong plus manage the kitchen and keep duapata even in my house also pray namaz wake up and do breakfast and all before 7 am because my grandpa hates to see people sleep honestly he wants me to do work and chores early morning too as if it wasn't enough managing household studies business (ltr ppl coming and going anytime) and now one of my chachu said u should do mbbs which is ltr so fizool and I can't even study anymore like my percentage dropped since my dad died so I said nah I'm Gona do bs auD he said girls are asked to sleep w ENTS to get patients refered I said I have plans like social media and awareness plus I can expand into a huge business of hearing aids soon. But now I'm so done I feel like I should get married to someone but ppl r shyt plus no young guy will be able to provide for me yet and I can't marry older men so marriage is just a no no guess I'll have to bear it tho I feel like running away every year brings me this kind of trauma always something different but now I'm done with everything I can't take it anymore I have boards coming up I feel like I won't be able to study neither I can leave neither I can cry neither I have someone to believe in I just need a break maybe some days with no work at all but it's impossible nobody understands I am a human and I have feelings too... I don't know what to do anymore just ranting here I don't know why but I am so done tho I am not giving up I do want to live altho my ways are blocked but Allah def will pave some for me I believe...