Hi I am 22F 6weeks pregnant by a 36M I have only known for 3 months. Prior to him I was in a 5 year relationship and was on and off birth control but never once got pregnant. In the beginning of me meeting 36M I was on the patch, immediately as I came off because I developed an allergic reaction to the adhesive, I got pregnant. Culturally and religiously it is a shame to have a baby out of wedlock. But I’m also catholic and having a MA just goes against everything I’ve been taught about my faith as babies are seen to be blessings. I am battling this heavy morally. The father wants to keep it. He is also Christian and is 10000% against abortions. But I can’t. I don’t know how I will explain to my family. I also intend to begin law school soon. I’m not married. I have an appointment scheduled. But I haven’t told him because he would never approve and would probably kidnap me do that I would intentionally miss it.
I guess I just need some love now. I’m feeling like God will be so angry with me and punish me. And then I also don’t know what to do about the father. What will I say once it’s done