Guys koi btayega ki ye re neet ki test series kbse shuru hori hai aur non akashian de skta hai ise ? Kitne ka pdega aur mere parents nhi hai yha abhi to kya mai online registration kr skti hu ya phir offline centre pe jakr krna pdega
My mother told me that all her relatives kids that appeared for neet this year were scoring above 600 . And this is a tier 3 and 2 town . I thought if only ik so many 600+ kids , what would have been the condition at national level💀 and the cutoff📈
Fuck fuck , I was so happy ki mere periods 3 may se pehle aa gye the , everything went smoothly that time and well planned , periods mere pehle aa gye the to no cramps ka darr ab to bc khi re neet ki date pe period cramps naa aa jaye , I would legit die bro 😭🥲
Please ek aur baar luck sath dede , I will fucking cry if that happens
3 may ke baad se boredom hora tha na khaya jara tha na soya jara tha , ab re neet sunke jb pdna hai tb sb hora , khaya soya sb jara 😭 book uthane ka man nhi krra
Humse kya dushmani hai bkl nta ki , leak , high cutoff fucking hell 💔
Jaan choro bache ki , bacha bass college jana chata hai , thoda jeena chahta hai
Ab nashta krke hi so jaunga , schedule ki mkc
Are yrr mere papa mummy ek to pure neet paglu hai I swear , ye coaching me paise ful denge pr college nhi bhejenge , I am at borderline marks for gmc in my state , agr ho gya to bale bale , nhi hua to maa baap itne ziddi hai dobara na bol de tyaari ko , mai to kud jaunga chat se , this was my limit ,I love mbbs ,yeah it's my passion but my patience is limited and it's wavering off , they are the most supportive and loving parents only when I do things according to them and become doctor , mera itna pyaara sapna doctor bnne ka ab mere liye nightmare se kam nhi bnke reh gya
Mbbs ke siwa sabko neeche smjhte hai ,
Mana pichle saal nhi pda tha maine , pr iss saal bdiya pda tha sb , I don't know what more you can improve now , I just hope koi bhi aatu jhatu college mil jaye aur meri jaan chute iss drop ke loop se and yeah door mil jaye college bass ghar se
Mere parents ko neet ke bare me kuch nhi pta tha 11th 12th me , pta nhi mai kyun bkl tha jo apna "dream" btaya unko , nhi btata , km se km ese kutte ki tarah suffer nhi krna pdta , pagal ho gya hu mai I swear , mereko baar baar mere peers se compare krte hai jinke mere jitne boards me percentage aaye the and they got selected , and like "wo thodi alag hai " are ha alag hai wo papa bht alag hai mai bewakoof hu , thoda dimag kam hai , man lo na please
Aur upar se mereko guilty feel bhi krana hai "are dekho logo ke parents to unke dream ke piye drop bhi nhi lene dete " are theek hai pr ab meri jaan chor do , bhad me gya dream , mereko college jana hai , specialise hona hai , I wana live for once !!!!!
Bc prep ke time to time ese gujar rha tha oi picho mt , ye gya feb , ye gya march , ye gya april , palak jhapte hi , aur ab bc ek ek din feel hora mereko 😭 ye movie ye sb krne ka man to kr nhi rha , result ane tk kuch nhi hone wala
lga tha neet ke baad ye series binge krunga hobbies krunga skills sikhunga pr bc ghanta kuch nhi hora din bhar bass cutoff video dekhu medicoretards scroll kru results ke liye pareshan ho time barbad kru yhi chlra hai aa
neend ni aari thi to revise kr liye almost ho hi gya hai like 80%-90% , hope sbka acha jaye , I am so fucking tensed kya hoga kuch cheeze yaad bhi ni ari abhi
I don't like myself , ngl I am jealous , I hate being jealous ,I don't like this feeling , it invokes negativity in me ,I was never like this before ,I internally compete with people above me and gatekeep things from people scoring lower than me , sometimes , when my roomate score better than me,I get bit jealous .
I have become very negative and toxic person in this journey , ik I am pathetic person for doing all this and you can all hate me for this cuz I deserve , but it is what I have become , 12th pass person , filled with hatred amd resentment towards others .
I want to feel happy with my roomate when they get good marks , they worked for it they deserve it , no fake smiles , sometimes I just cry thinking all this and seeing their innocent face full of dreams and happy of making even small improvement, and what do I do? think bad about them and then cry cuz I thought about them like that
I hope they get selected , they deserve it , even if they are scoring low atp , I will pray to God that they get selected , I have seen them working hard with me and I have strong belief that they will
may lord protect such innocent people from evil and disgusting people like me who think evil of them
ik it looks like I am overreacting but I can't help but feel bad about what I have become , the guilt is too much