u/IdkReally_1304

so im 16 and this’ll be my first ever job. about a week ago I had applied for a grocery store in which i was lucky and got accepted into. so yesterday was training (gonna be honest it SUCKED) I thought I’d actually be doing what I was supposed to be doing but that’s not until next week,I just had to watch a ton of training videos nonstop lmao but now ill get to the real thing. So before watching the videos, the administrator -super nice older lady we got to talk a little in which I told her I was homeschooled but later she gave me a tour of the back of the store, where the lunch room is, managers office, stuff like that. So when she introduced me to the three managers and the store leader everyone was so kind I know not everyone will be nice but it felt weird at first… then after I was done watching my training videos I had to go to the manager to ask about when I go again for my real training the dude was super nice we were laughing and then I got the schedule I told him thank you and waited flr my mom to pick me up. But I felt like shit, I felt like if I was talking to an entirely different species all because my whole life I’ve had to grow up and see “wordly“ people as different or as if they’re horrible people who will try to do harm and I’m gonna be honest that was probably the most interaction I’ve ever had with “wOrLdY” people since I’ve been homeschooled my whole life and barely have any social interaction unless it’s at meetings. everyone was so fucking kind and here I am suspicious about it for no reason. it’s just hurtful knowing what this cult has done to me and many others everytime and now I’m just scared to make friends at work because all I can think of is what if I say something different that immediately makes me seem odd or weird? how can I keep it secret I’m a witness but how can I seem “worldly” I thought I’d just vent about it but the main thing I wanna focus on is getting as much money as possible so I can leave with something at least

also any advice would help - job related, interactions, etc :)

so after the meeting we all went for hospitality to a Mexican restaurant that our hall has gone for years so the employees know us and are fine with. now everything was fine I was just on my phone ignoring most of it all until later after we were all done eating suddenly the waiter came and put a Mexican sombrero on my mom and gave her a small cake with a candle and was about to sing happy birthday until she said he must’ve gotten the wrong table so he apologized and everyone in our table (my mom included) started laughing about the incident then some of the sisters started making jokes or being sarcastic to my mom such as “I didn’t even know you anymore!!”, “I would’ve hid when he sang it”, and my dad saying “I was about to take the hat off of her!” And one of my mom’s friends told my dad “you need to find a new wife after this!!” And my mom found it funny laughing along with the table but I personally find it so cruel that PIMIs go this far if someone leaves or does a sin as if their nothing to them anymore and do whatever it takes to remain brainwashed 🫩but yea that’s my story from today

hello everyone this is my first ever post on here and to start off I just want to say I an SO SO SO sorry for the amount of questions I will have I’m just very curious as I still don’t fully know much about witches but of course I will explain the reasoning on why Im interested in it and each of my questions will have their reasons as well so I’ll begin :)

im currently a teenager, but I won’t say my age for privacy reasons. i am a Christian but am in a cult (JW), I do plan to leave though i have been questions Christianity because of the cult I’m in although I’m just in the thought of either staying as one or leaving it. now where did the thought of becoming a witch come in? at first of course I was taught of how being a witch or associated with it was a sin and wrong, but I’ll be honest the aesthetics are what made me see how fascinating it is. but as saw more I realized I shouldnt only join it because of its aesthetics but instead truly realize WHAT being a witch would be like. another thing was how most of it has to do with nature which I really liked and found it nice but spells are what also caught my attention..now for the questions as I said in the beginning I’m really sorry for how many I have. also I read some stuff on the pinned post in this subreddit and I’d like to say that Id like to be comfortable as a Hedge Witch but more Green

• would I have to be an adult to start learning how to be a witch? reason: I ask this is because Id like to learn once I’m 18 and out of my situation
• is there anything satanic related when it comes to being a witch? reason: as I’m still questioning my beliefs I still have the fear of anything demonic such as the board or pentagram
• is there something you have to “return” to something or someone when it comes to making spells? reason: I don’t know if theres certain beliefs when it comes to being a witch such as gods or figures? but also because of question number 2
• can I be a witch without being involved in tarots and crystal balls or rituals? Reason: like I said I dont know much about being a witch but I feel as if I have an interest with more spells, herbs, nature, or crystals
• if it were to be the case could I be Christian and still be a witch? Reason: if my questioning has come to a final decision
• how do spells work? how would you remove a spell or discard it? Reason: spells are my main curiosity
• what would you consider the pros and cons of being a witch?
• what are sigls and how do that work?

I think those are all my questions I’m pretty sure I have more that I need to remember but I’ll stop here for now and thank you for reading my post all the way any advice will be helpful thank you 💜

if there’s pdf-s lurking fuck you and get the fuck away no one likes you

gone now?

yippie

now the real reasons for this post. also fuck it too I’m just gonna use the word gooning cuz the big M word is embarrassing to say so currently I’m on my period and because of this I haven’t gooned which mind you I goon a lot and have tried to not do it as much (I don’t have an addiction I just don’t want it to get to that point) so before my period since it was late I was gooning because I knew abt how 0rg@sms could help with getting your period now 3 days after my period started I had one wet dream didnt find it weird since I would get them every once in a while or sometimes if I didn’t goon now 3 days later (currently today) I had a wet dream AGAIN but while I was napping and I was able to kinda lucid dream for the first time now obviously I’m not gonna go into detail about that but wtf?? why is my body doing this this is the first time this has ever happened where I get wet dreams in the same week is my body just straight up gooner mode cuz of being a hormonal teenager or is it hypers3xual please this is all seriousness since I’m personally weirded out by it and I just want answers if there’s a different subreddit yall would recommend I ask this in please send it in the comments and I’ll delete this one but thank you for reading this 💜