u/IcyOffice9153

I really don't know what tf is wrong with me, because whatever is wrong it definitely is in me.

I can't just breathe at this point because I messed up everything I was asked to do, I couldn't do one thing right not a single thing.

I can't imagine living my result day, the disappointment, the humiliation, the way my parents would react, the way everyone around me would be passing and I will fail, the way I won't be able to look my parents in the eye, the way my younger sisters would perceive me. I can't, I can't imagine myself being in that place. I just can't live up to the day I will be called a failure.

Damn it I'm terrified of seeing tmrw right now, I just don't want to wake up at all.

I do take all responsibility of the shit I did in the papers because yeah, they were manageable I was the problem there, maybe I should've worked harder, maybe I should've slept a little less, maybe I should have practiced more.

Heavens know I tried but maybe I didn't try enough. I don't even have the courage to end it all nor am I brave enough to speak to my parents about it. I am just a coward who could never be enough.

I.. I just feel this... this thing stuck in my throat that doesn't let me be happy or smile or maybe even close my eyes to sleep, I just can't imagine myself a future. I really am just scared or maybe I am using this, this feeling to escape failure or hide my incompetency to do clear the exam, I don't know what is in store for me.

Hello, I'm 18 a CA inter aspirant, I haven't passed it yet. Along with CA I am doing BCom from a college in Mumbai.

I recently stumbled upon this course, and it honestly fascinated me a bit, but I don't really have any clue about the flow of exams or any other thing in this course, nor do I have any guidance around me.

I would be really glad if any of you reach out and help me a bit.

Thank you!

>I've never cried while typing before.

When I made this post, I was crying confused scared and lost, I had come from my law paper which did not go well according to my expectation and I was genuinely scared.

It was late night and I had not started studying taxation, But when I read the comments you'll made, I genuinely was motivated and I decided to give it a shot. I started to study tax and I actually did, I pulled almost 2 all-nighters, barely slept for like 3 hours before my exam but yeah I tried to cover as much as I could, I read a lot of times, I did watch marathons, questions and did as much as I could. I covered all major parts of IDT as well as DT. I wasn't perfect in DT, but I did a lot of things that carried nice weightage.

But today's exam went horrible, I have no words to express how shitty it was, my hands were sweating, I couldn't think, I couldn't write well, I forgot basic stuff and did bad, like really bad.

The thing is, now I know I can't pass tax, and soon everyone would that I failed it, But not a single person not even my parents know that I haven't had a proper sleep since maybe 5 days, I try to close my eyes sleep without guilt but it just eats me up. I might sound attention seeking but I genuinely needed an anonymous space to let this out, I have become what I feared the most, I told my parents about the paper, and they were genuinely disappointed which in their space I think is valid.

I don't even know what to think or do right now, all I know is I failed to do the only thing I was asked to or maybe supposed to, that is study and clear in this attempt.

I don't know how to cope with it but all I would say is that I heard the kindest words of my life in the comment section that night, But I wasn't in the very mental space to reply to it and I genuinely felt that your kindness deserved kindness in return.

For now, I know I am failing, But I can't imagine seeing it with my parents on the result day.

Hey

I'm 18 from Mumbai in intermediate writing may attempt both groups for the first time

I had always been the good child, the one who never argues, always listens, studies, eats and sleeps on time, never demanding and yeah, I would do anything on the earth for my parents' validation.

I was never excellent brilliant or extra-ordinary but yeah, I used to do well, I used to make my parents happy with my grades.

I never wanted to disappoint them ever in my life not with my behaviour not with my academics, I just want them to be happy and yeah that's one thing I am miserably failing at.

I wrote my accounts paper idk what to even say, Law I cannot process the shit I did, and now I am not able to do tax.

I would never ever blame anyone for my poor performance of course it is on me I did not work harder I did not do well I failed everyone around me I can't even look at my parents in the eye I am utterly disgusted and disappointed things turned out for me.

I try to act all cool, unbothered, non-chalant but shit eats me up, I have gained weight, lost a lot of hair, I have no friends, I fucking can't speak to someone for more than a minute.

People around my parents have wonderful kids, some are completing their engineering, one left for MBBS to some different country, the thing is they are doing something whereas I am not sure about scoring a 50+ in accounts and law.

I won't call this course too hard it was me who was weak.

Done with Law it went fine

Now please gimme some nice nice very pretty nice plans for tax

I need to score 50+ in Taxation

Please do it

Just do it

I'm under the water

Please help

I've done

IOC

Registration of Charges

Dividend

Company Incorporate outside India

LLP

GCA

FEMA

Now I can stay a bit awake to do more

Please lemme know what I should do

Is writing sec no's very important?

Can I score well without writing it?

PLEASE HELP!!

Accounts done it went okayurgghish

Someone please gimme a good plan for law so that I can score 50+

Please

Please

Just do it

DONOT UNDERESTIMATE GAREEB KI DUA

GIMME A NICE PLAN

Someone please gimme a plan to clear it

Hey,

I cleared my HSC board exams last year and what you all are facing today is what I was last year.

I scored 89% in my class 12th board exams (Commerce IT and Math)

And I was utterly disappointed by my scores was blank and had a blurred mind, this is because I expected and maybe deserved better, my college teachers had given me low internals because of their policies and yeah, it took a toll on my scores.

What stung more was the fact that I had scored 95% in class 10th so yeah this came as a massive shock for me, I couldn't get into the college I had been aiming for, settled for something not bad but less than what I had planned and yeah, my parents were disappointed too.

Life felt so damn shitty I was suicidal (I know it might sound exaggerative) and I lost all senses, I remember crying for hours sitting and regretting ever minute, but nothing could be changed.

But if we forward it to a year later, I think it happened for the best, that one bad percentage got humility in my attitude, my perspective related to scoring marks changed, I am glad I couldn't get into that dream college because where I stand today, The place and people have accepted me like none other.

Some might disagree with me, but I stand firm on this,

If you have the calibre, the talent and the willingness to work hard to get what you want to achieve nothing in the journey matters because your end would be prosperous.

I've my adv acc exam in 4 days and I haven't started the revision yet I'm not sure if it's even a revision cause I am so damn blank atm

Please just help me out so that I score maybe a 60 in the exam

Just please help me 😭😭😭😭