Pata hai aaj kya hua, So I'm 19F, I'm in a relationship with my long time crush who just got over from his long term relationship ( 5 years) because his ex cheated on him multiple times and went to Russia for further studies and then cheated again. ( Iske regarding maine phle bhi 2,3 post kara hai, so maybe tum log jaante hoge).
Abhi hardly 3 months hue hai mujhe or usse saath me, but I'm already so obsessed with him, we even kissed on our first date ( it was my first kiss). It felt magical. I'm so connected to him. I mean agar wo kbhi late hojata hai ya call nhi krta to mujhe anxiety hone lgti hai. Chest pain suru hojata hai.
Already I'm very insecure due to his past relationship, and humesha ye darr rehta hai ki maybe wo usse abhi bhi pyaar krta ho, ya kya pata uski ex waps aajaye to wo chala jaaye uske pass. Whatever. They don't follow each other on any social media btw.
He talks to me all day. Even he says, he's very serious about me. And he wants this to work. Idk what will happen but guys
Uski ex July me India aa rahi hai, and wo bhi us time hometown hoga and wo bhi I guess around 2 months ke liye aayegi. So what if uski ex ko chull machi and wo isse milne bole, ya contact kre???? Idk yaar ye anxiety and over thinking meri maut ka kaaran bnegi kisi din.