I recently shared old fond feelings I had for a June 21 cancer guy. It was a beautiful writing reminiscing how a boy grasped my attention in school- posted it few years ago on social keeping the guy anonymous and I realized now he loved the post back then. We went same school and college, interacted once in person, nothing else. I'm introvert, intimidating,quite known among peers for my academic and cultural activities so it's not like he doesn’t know me at all. He's an extreme introvert, artistic, geeky and philosophical person I assumed. I shared with him in a friendly way thinking how we pass many people in life yet don't share our fond feelings keeping to ourselves. I kept the tone with no expectations to avoid misunderstanding. But he has seen my text and never responded. Even if he was an extreme introvert, it is unlike a grown gentle man to show simple courtesy.
I'm a november 21 (F). I avoided showing my natural intense emotions towards him in text and that is his response= no response. I feel if nothing kills me, this type of silence, indifference will do at the end. Lately I have been trying my best to enjoy life fully and been unlearning any kind of pessimistic, avoidant nature or whatever he has...I don't know. I don’t want to admit but I'm deeply hurt.
Thank you for reading.