u/Icy-External8155

Were experiments properly conducted to make reliable data?

Could it all have been discovered without human sacrifice?

How many died for this?

Perhaps you'd think 21 years is not the best age to question it, since the war is who knows when, and nobody is demanding you to be a hero?

But I know for sure, that the day will come, when I must rationally sacrifice my life for something that matters. Something that is supposed to matter. And right now I am too preemptively cowardly to even change myself into a person who might not just run away.

Meanwhile, I'd not want, nor be able to change my worldview towards more spirituality. When you die, the universe is going on, and you become like you were 2 years before birth, forever. Maybe some exact copies of you will form someday.