I wanted to change major (final year student)
Hi im F(23) is doing my final thesis right now and im so stressed about this major because I never liked it from the beginning, i only took on this major because back then i thought i might like it or enjoy and then i can get a job easier but after years of fighting so hard into liking this major I’ve decided i will always hate this major, i also went into work for 6 months and eventho id say i am pretty good at doing my job, i still feel mentally and physically drained because of how i hated this major, and while doing my final thesis (I only had a month left here) it drained me mentally that i cannot get up and do work or even just doing a small task (like showering) everything pisses me off and driving me crazy,
I was looking into one of my friend’s who is majoring in a major that i rlly wanted (Graphic design) and i feel jealous every-time i saw her work and school assignments like it drives me crazy to the point of not wanting to hang with her anymore (because im jealous that she gets to study the course i wanted)and also she kept on complaining about her job like i wish to do her job yk…
You may wonder why j stayed till the end its because back then during covid i had no choice but to stay because my parents had forced me to finish this major too, you may also wonder why i didnt take graphic design even though ive always wanted it, with the ai stuff and the fked up job market i dont think going for graphic design can give me money yk what i mean (i need to take care of my family after i graduate) so i just fought, my thesis suck so bad right now and i cant do it, im so mentally exhausted even after going therapy, it doesnt rlly help
Do u think i should just quit now 🥹😤