I feel so gaslit by my teammates
I just need to rant and let my feelings out. I understand MVP awards don't really matter in the grand scheme of things but I got a weird situation going on with me and my teammates.
My teammates INSIST that I always get MVJ. I don't. In my nearly 4 years with my league I've only gotten 1.
My last game I made a off-hand comment of
"one of these days I'll get MVP again".
Which was immediately met with
"you got it last time". I didn't.
But they were insistent I did. They kept pointing out that I had a 28 point jam and using that as "proof". I originally kept saying
"no, I don't think I did" and just kept countering with "I think you did" to the point I was questioning my own memory. After I got home I looked up the photos from our last game to find the pic of the MVPs and low and behold: I wasn't.
I don't care about being MVP. I'm upset that people keep thinking I do, and just don't believe me or my words. I feel like I'm being made out to be some vain spoiled brat.
I also just hate the thought of someone using my shitty memory against me like this to make me believe something that isn't true.
My team likes to try to 'keep things fair' by picking people for MVP who my not get it all the time but I kinda feel that ruins the spirit of it? Idk. I'm never gonna say anything to my captain or league. Like I said, I just need to rant.