I keep hearing how important the setting and preparation is but the reason I want to try mushrooms in the first place is because of my depression and anxiety which cause me to be unable to get my place clean or have a day without an overthinking episode or panic attack.
I keep hearing how getting my apartment super clean and having a calm day before taking the mushrooms is really important, but I can't really guarantee either, and I'm going to be starting a new antidepressant in a couple weeks so I won't have many chances to try them in the foreseeable future.
It's just frustrating to hear how all of the things that will ruin a trip are the things I'm trying to treat lol
Am I just overthinking things ? I really want to see if it's a treatment option for me but I can't live up to all the "beginners do this" guides
EDIT: Thanks for the advice, I think I’ve thought enough about it and I have some friends coming over just in case I need help.
Sorry for being dramatic lol