u/IReallyLikeCheese5

Basically I have a highschool sweetheart. We met when I was 12 and he was 13, even before I actually went to the school I felt this weird connection to him. The only interaction we had was me asking for a bottle of something in the science labs on orientation day, and something that just felt like I was pulled towards him.

When I eventually started going to the school I didn’t have any friends. I was randomly added to a group chat and a few days later I got a private message from that same guy. Time passed and we became best friends, we actually forgot that we had met earlier in orientation too until years later. At the end of my first year at that school we started dating, at only 13 and 14 years old lol.

We’ve never broken up, we’ve helped eachother become better people, hes helped me with my university work too. I have never been able to shake the feeling that it wasn’t JUST coincidence. We found eachother when I was dealing with a lot of mental health problems (I’m now medicated), I had no friends, it was pure chance that we were even in the same class. He also more officially met me in the library and he doesn’t know why he even went there that day since he hates libraries. I have this feeling that everything we went through just can’t be coincidental.

I prayed to god for guidance and I felt a sign that my partner was actually a blessing from him. I’ve had this suspicion for awhile. Hes my first ever boyfriend and somehow were made for eachother, we’re even going ring shopping soon. There’s even more coincidences than I’ve mentioned here.

But why was I blessed? Why me? I didn’t even believe in Christ at the time, in fact I was very unhappy with the idea of Christianity. I will be honest that finding my partner and thinking it’s just TOO coincidental did lead me to God, so many that’s why he gave me my partner as a blessing, but still I don’t know. Seriously why me? I’m grateful of course I’m just struggling to understand.

Sorry for rambling lol