u/ILoveSoup1776

I (16 F) have gone 10 times so far and am “perscribed” up to 16 if not more. I feel the same way,I feel just as shitty as usual just with memory issues now. But really what other options are ,there ketamine thareipy?? I’ve been on over 15 psych meds to no avail and have been clinically depressed since 9 and began cutting down to the fat at 12. If I’m being totally honest I’m probably gonna kill myself come winter because really what choice do I have I’m dragging people down with me and I’m tired of this. I’m failing school falling into drugs,albeit slowly. I really don’t see a future for myself . Yes my parents love me in their own way but maybe they should have thought having all these kids through before going at it like rabbits for 20 years and having 11 kids they use and abuse.