Just looking for some encouragement
This will be a little bit vague as I would like to avoid doxxing myself. I’m a new grad in my first job out of school. There were red flags during the interview, but I was happy to just have something with the way the market is in my area. I know a lot of people who were unemployed for over 6 months after graduation.
My SP is very difficult to work with, quick to anger, critical, and reactionary. On a more personal note, I’ve always been a sensitive and anxious person and I really don’t know how to get over the fact that all of my interactions with her just leave me on edge. I know I’m going to need a thicker skin in general just to work in healthcare, but it’s particularly difficult when the person I’m working most closely with and reporting to has a personality like this.
I think it would be easier if I was confident in what I’m doing, but I’m also having a hard time wrapping my head around the way she requires her PAs to practice, as well as the material itself (I’m in a specialty that’s very different than what I studied in school). I feel like I know absolutely nothing.