I feel the most stable I ever have to be honest, I see the world in a different light than I have before. One of sadness and corruption, this deeply saddens me and I have been thinking a lot, what I myself can do to ease this.
I don't have any answers for this.
I feel like I am slowly drifting away from the people around me though. My wife recently told me, I have no humour anymore and i'm not fun to be around because not everything has to be about learning new things and philosophical conversations. With that said, I still engage socially with my wife and friends. I go to the park, play sports, play board games and have taken up drawing again.
I do feel like there is some truth in what my wife has said as I have noticed a disconnect between myself and my social circle. I have created a new social circle with like minded people though.
I guess my wife's words have challenged me and now I am thinking. Is it possible that I am doing something wrong, am I doing too much self reflection and being concerned with the world?