u/Hyperfish0

I've had a long battle with this addiction but recently I had a 90-day streak and I really felt like Jesus had freed me from this addiction and taken away my 'thorn in the flesh'. I was way more productive and was making better decisions. I managed my triggers really well by distracting myself with other things and reminding myself of my goal. Suddenly, I relapsed, and I'm now well worse off than I was before the streak. I keep failing, I've lost my trigger discipline, and I know I'm not only sinning against God but against my own body and possibly my future spouse. Please pray for me. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak... I really need a wake-up call.