I apologize if this is deemed unfit for this subreddit, I am reaching out anywhere and everywhere I can. Also, I'm not sure if the tag is accurate for the situation, but I'm doing my best.
location: Texas, near Fort Worth
I (19m, turning 20 soon) ran away 10 hours ago
I have multiple friends who are able and willing to house me and my physical safety is no longer a concern
My main worries are as follows:
My mother helped me buy a car but it's under my name and still being paid for by her. I'm worried that she is going to stop the payments and, legally, it'll reflect back onto me and I'll get in some sort of legal issue due to no longer paying it off. If I did have the car I would no longer be able to afford paying it alone, though I think I could manage it.
I have no means of transportation for myself and am relaint on those around me. The area I live in is pretty notorious for needing a car to get just about anywhere, so I'm not sure how I'm supposed to get a job.
My mother has all of my important documentation (Outside of my ID) and I'm worried I wont be able to get my hands on those for a while which will hurt my employement situation.
My mother and I co-own a restaurant. I have an "EIN", a "sales and use permit", and a "resale/purchase certificate" (All names I got via emails, unfortunately I was very under informed thanks to being overly sheltered by my mother and an assumption on my part that it would be fine anyway). I remember my mother stating something along the lines of my credit score dropping or issues with taxes if I leave these papers around collecting dust, but as it stands I have no mental visualization of how they could help me out.
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I have no idea how the real world works. I want to learn and am eager to become properly independent and functional, at least to a level I can support myself, but even with no longer being near her, my mother has such a strangle hold over me and I'm unsure where to go from here.
Please, if you're reading this and have any, \\\*\\\*any\\\*\\\* sort of advice, please offer it. I'm scared and can't see a way out of this right now and it's leading me to thoughts I never want to have.