Hi i am from Titwala Thane and I am state board student
I didn't join classes for 12 tha nd jee and other things I just studied in college and home from YouTube till 11 th I don't know that much about examination
And after 12 th 2024 I got 76 % in boards and I decided to take drop for jee and I fucked up my 1 st attempt and before my examination 5 months before my father was hospitalized and i didn't have time for study i messed up all things i regret all times even I give CET also but not good and i decided to take 2 nd drop and till now I fucked my life because I decided to prepare for MHT CET only and because of all my distraction and I think it's very easy to crack MHT CET but the reality it's not , and I am not serious and not consistent I fucked up and I don't know what will happen next and I know that it will mess up and my family had huge expectations on me ,and i messed everything, I am retreating all the time and I am in fear of my result ,and my all family goes to Village for. Month and lonely house is killing me I don't know what to do , I think I am ending my life I fucked up all things