u/Hungry-Designer-6703

Hi am 28 yrs old was pressurised to marry my czn much younger , I wanna escape from all this drama before rukhsati. I am educated doctor need bit of family support. My czn is teen foreign citizen. Am in constant state of anxiety depression fear of un known probably am too softy as a man, probably am not attracted to her. All my life haven't said no to anyone couldn't say no at that time too cuz was told by my family for being superficial. I feared something bad will happen to me if I rejected someone due to looks. I love my parents am trapped. Her family applied for my PR I feel guilty that I scam and run away. My brother says go abroad enjoy life with her escape this toxic pgship culture of Pakistan. Kiya Karo dosto I might regret later. My mother says have some tawakal on Allah life isn't bed of roses.