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Hey. I’m trying to look for places to rent long term in Ochi. Where’s the best place to look for these things? I’m on Facebook but no much on there. What do people recommend plz 🤔

Hi all, I hope everyone's well. I feel like I've reached the last stage and I don't know who else to turn to, so I've been deconstructing now for the past, I'm gonna say, two years, slowly but gradually. I'm a preacher's kid. I come from a black British family, a long line of pastors, and our family is in the church, church is family, family is church. And I've been deconstructing secretly, I mean, I've told my partner and one close family member, but it's becoming increasingly difficult to unpack everything, to find community to help with this because all the community that I've grown up in are in the church. There's no one that I trust. There's no one that I know actually that has deconstructed and I can go to almost to get help, to speak about it. I'm trying to go to therapy. It's too expensive. And yeah, I'm just in dire need of support from other people that have been through it. Because at the moment, it feels just so lonely, all these questions in my head, all these doubts. It's almost like a grieving process and I have no landing space. So I'm just floating in midair. Obviously, life continues to happen, the hardships of life. And now not having a faith source or questioning the faith source that I have has literally sent me into orbit. And I just would love to hear from people that are on the other side or, you know, can direct me on where to go, where to look for these communities.