They have to fight to the death because they're getting paid to by Disney, they cannot negotiate
Fight takes place in a forest, they start off about 50 feet apart with trees in between
It's hard to stop my posts from getting removed or my account from getting banned, and part of what I have to do to give this post/account a chance at staying up is avoid talking about my personal non-financial goals.
So I'll ignore everything that actually matters to me and just focus this post on financial stuff that I might be allowed to talk about, still risky but less risky.
I'm almost 30 and I've never been able to find any good way I'm allowed to provide myself. The only times I ever did what society calls "providing for myself," I didn't actually provide anything or do anything for myself, I just got dollars and temporary survival granted by others, and in return, I had to help people attempt omnicide via pollution as a delivery driver. I was still only "allowed" to do that by luck, with risk of being locked up for not filing taxes to rubber stamp even more bloodshed.
I've never actually provided for myself and other than that fake providing as a delivery driver, I've never fake so called "provided for myself" either. I've usually lived on my inheritance and help from others.
Some of the time I've been homeless and I don't see how to avoid ending up homeless again. Right now I just keep my inheritance from my dad locked up in crypto while my mom supports me, because she currently has enough income, but she didn't have enough in the past and she won't in the future, and she'll possibly end up homeless too because she'd rather work to keep me temporarily housed than focus on sustainable solutions.
If I can't get her to focus on sustainable solutions, what the fuck chance do I have with the rest of society? She can directly see how it sucks working to support me and she knows she's at risk of homelessness, but she still can't stop believing it's better to have next month's rent covered and no plan for 5 years later, instead of having a shitty next month repositioning for a chance of something better in 5 years.
If I trade my assets to make money, I have to help fund the omnicide attempt with what they call "capital gains" (because that's what it would be if the authorities calling it that didnt turn it into losses / because the authorities want you to believe dollars are serious "capital" and/or real "gains").
Same deal if I get a job.
Nonprofits don't pay taxes, but if I volunteer for a nonprofit in exchange for room and board, the IRS can call it income and tax me for it.
Nonprofits also aren't allowed to trade assets for tax free capital gains, but Native American tribes can. So I've studied the possibility of volunteering for Native Americans, donating to them, putting in labor to help them grow their investments, etc. while I don't get paid and all the benefit goes to the tribe tax-free. But I found the native tribes I could do this with are all shady business conglomerates I can't really trust, with proven science denialism on topics like COVID, so if I help them replace the settler-colonial authorities in the US, they'd probably turn just as bad.
That's the general problem with anything I can do, in a nutshell. If all the people around me are anti-intellectual science denialists that do shit like spread COVID on purpose and lie about it, it's obviously hard to do anything good without someone turning it bad. It doesn't take all my years of studying tax rules to understand that.
So I can look for somewhere else to move, but everywhere is bad. Lebanese people have fought for the kids in Gaza, so I think of Lebanon, but I remember it's unclear if they're COVID denialists too. Japanese and Taiwanese people still frequently mask on public transportation, they don't seem like COVID denialists, but they're still some kind of anti-intellectuals that will lock me up if I smoke weed, and they haven't done jack shit for the kids in Gaza. China and Malaysia are COVID conscious and maybe have some support for Gaza via Iran, but they still ban weed. North Korea has no income taxes so that I don't have to care if the authorities do shit for Gaza or not because my work has nothing to do with them, but still no legal weed.
And let's say North Korea decides to legalize weed to let me move there - the US will just kill me. I'll be considered a "traitor" and the US will target me more than other North Koreans because I was born in the US.
If I try to focus on doing good things the IRS gives tax breaks for, to make the tax breaks cancel out all my taxable income, it really limits my options to acts of dubious goodness at best, but it still doesn't solve me being at risk of being penalized for not rubber-stamping more bloodshed with tax filings, and plus they can just change the rules any time so there are no big tax breaks for doing anything even remotely good.
When I end up homeless, the authorities might temporarily pay for my housing and food, but there's no sign that's sustainable either. If they don't already have rules in place to make sure I go to jail for refusing to work, they'll add them in every state. They also might force me to do slave labor in jail anyway.
I keep trying to get help with this and other problems, but I can't find any help, and I can't find anyone else really trying like me. Most people are just cruel and vile towards me, and the people who show me kindness would still just rather clock in at the planet-wiping office than be homeless. It's incomprehensible to me - I'm made of human DNA, I had to get it from other humans, but everyone from my parents to the rest of the world just seem fundamentally different, so why do I exist? What kind of world is this? It's becoming impossible to keep mental clarity while faced with such confusing insane nonsense from the entire social species other than me.
I don't post this thinking I might realistically get a better outcome out of it. I assume the only purpose this post can serve is that later it will sit there as another breadcrumb of documentation of what happened to me.