u/Hot-replacement2015_

⚠️ rant

Smtimes it just feels heartbreakingly soon, there's so much I could have been, done, so much I wanted to and I've been trying to be strong for my family, they're heartbroken, i did not want to go like this, and I think of just ending my life rather than living this way, it's so fucking difficult, I'm sorry I'm ranting but oh god what did I even do to deserve this,idek how and when did it just get so much worse, the doctors think it's only a couple of months left w me, I wish it was all just a bad dream and I could just wake up and be just back to how I was a year back, idts I can put up w this for longer I'm so fucking weak I can hardly breathe I'm just so sick of being this sick, I wish it all just fucking ends,