u/HellManiacs

It's been a long journey and it is by no means over yet, but I can finally see my struggles in a new light and I found my will to live for the first time.

Constantly working to become a better person, to gain more confidence in myself and learn what life has to offer ❤

Pictured of me before age 20 are hard to come by, but I found a few. At the time I was insecure, suffering from an ED and I was extremely self-conscious about my lips.

And yes, as you can see I was struggling with selfharm for maby years (10-21). The scars won't go away but today I no longer hide, there's no pride but I've learned acceptance at last.

The physical transformation isn't huge, I found my niche, but the mental transformation is mindblowing to me ❤