A good version of sleep paralysis!?
I'm definitely versed in the ways of sleep paralysis via experience being locked in place screaming for help with feeling like something demonic is taking ahold of you/locking you in place and you can't do anything about it but try get a single word out of your mouth and the slightest groan or somewhat of a word gets through, but today I've experienced that same locked down feeling with a hard attempt at a voice without feeling that absolute fear. Some context, my grandad passed away about 4 months ago and this is the first time I've ever experienced sleep paralysis in a good way it felt like when I was a kid and a family member jumped on me while I was in bed sleeping with all that weight on top of me and I could hardly speak just a weez came out trying to talk but in that moment I felt my grandads presence so strong it was crazy the only thing I could get out was I love you grandad, I'm a strong believer now that those bad experiences you/i feel in sleep paralysis is because of a bad spirit/something demonic after what just happened. I felt my grandad was there just to give me that hug I needed today! Just wanted to share this with you all and see if anyone else has had a similar feeling with sleep paralysis in a non fearful way. Has changed my perspective on the basis of what sleep paralysis actual is!! Much love all