u/Hefty_Difficulty2127

Sun and Venus in 12th house. Neptune on my ascendant. There hasn’t been one goddamn point in my life where I know who I am, what I’m doing, or where I’m going. It seems like things just happen and I react. It’s at its worst right now. I’m paralysed by sadness and anxiety, I can’t recognise my past or myself, I don’t see a future, hell I don’t even know what is going on right now. What can I do to stop living like this? I want to take action to live a life that I want but the truth is I don’t even know what I want. I’ve never really cared for anything my entire life. But I’m getting older (24) and I want to act before it’s too late.