u/Hearing-Select

I [F/20], have been very deeply in love with a man for years now but have yet to make an official contact yet.

He [M/??], is a very strict individual who is very stable and understands sacrifice and prioritization.

My best guesses he is a dog, which with me ; another dog, has a 70/100 compatability score and could make a very long-lasting albeit quite mundane and boring marriage, a very compatible pair that will always circle together in well sync harmony.

I've felt very sure and strong about my decisions on him but our circumstances make the relationship difficult to officiate.

And. . .now I'm unsure about my options.

This new one [M/??], is extreamly freewilled and ambitious but lacking a lot of mental or material stability.

My best guesses he is a goat, which with me ; a dog has just a 30/100 compatability score and often never works with arduous efforts and difficult viewpoints, a very incompatible pair that have clashing values and temperaments.

I've so suddenly felt an "interest"/"lure" to this seemingly unknown random person but our basal/instinctual temperments and needs make the relationship difficult to officiate.

And. . . . . . .now I'm still unsure of my options.

The decision seems so easy yet so difficult, what metrics does one use to decide such a trouble ?

To risk safety in exchange for excitement and large achievements ?

Or

To risk unhappiness in exchange for stability and reliable maturity ?

TLDR ;

I don't have much to give, and with so much illness. . . .

To live or to secure a future to live for ?

- Leo

I [F/20], have been very deeply in love with a man for years now but have yet to make an official contact yet.

He [M/??], is a very strict individual who is very stable and understands sacrifice and prioritization.

My best guesses he is a dog, which with me ; another dog, has a 70/100 compatability score and could make a very long-lasting albeit quite mundane and boring marriage, a very compatible pair that will always circle together in well sync harmony.

I've felt very sure and strong about my decisions on him but our circumstances make the relationship difficult to officiate. But out temperaments are almost perfect and natural yet it's much more taboo and easy to criticize.

And. . .now I'm unsure about my options.

This new one [M/??], is extreamly freewilled and ambitious but lacking a lot of mental or material stability.

My best guesses he is a goat, which with me ; a dog has just a 30/100 compatability score and often never works with arduous efforts and difficult viewpoints, a very incompatible pair that have clashing values and temperaments.

I've so suddenly felt an "interest"/"lure" to this seemingly unknown random person but our basal/instinctual temperments and needs make the relationship difficult to officiate. But the circumstances of our pairing is much more "cleaner" and "virtuous" yet our energies misaligne and won't keep up with eachother.

And. . . . . . .now I'm still unsure of my options.

The decision seems so easy yet so difficult, what metrics does one use to decide such a trouble ?

To risk safety in exchange for excitement and large achievements ?

Or

To risk unhappiness in exchange for stability and reliable maturity ?

TLDR ;

I don't have much to give, and with so much illness. . . .

To live or to secure a future to live for ?

• Leo