How should I react when I'm told to go home?
I'm a typical Filipina looking Asian who was raised in Australia. I have Australian citizenship though I don't really consider myself Australian lately, if I had to compare myself to other 'Australians' that I have recently met (which may mean I need to expand my social circle). I'm almost turning 40yo, single and nowadays keep to myself. I don't often see my relatives overseas nor am I close to them. My parents have recently moved back to the Philippines and my Australian-born brothers still live in Australia.
Also, I have mental health issues, burnt out, barely any savings, and unemployed. As much as I would love to migrate to Japan or China (which I attempted once but failed), it is financially and probably mentally a really bad decision. Where on earth would I get funds or the network for a visa, airplane ticket, accommodation, find work, and not become homeless?
Recently, I've had people tell me to 'go home' or insult me when I'm out, which I think is designed to make me feel really uncomfortable living in the area or country.
I do get annoyed and a little sad, when this happens but I'm unsure what to do, respond or how to feel.
How do other 'Australians' in this predicament cope.