Lost 5k in 3 days an I’m so happy
Lost 5k in 3 days and I’m happy on it
22 yo lost over 100 k estimated in my 6 years gambling addiction I’m in debt of 20-25k , I won 5k which could help me minimize the debt, but I lost it in 3 days, Now I’m really happy that is happened and I’ll explain why, I am aware of my addiction I have all the time periods when I quit and back again, now, If I would won it and maybe cash it out I will probably be out for a couple of weeks , but it will strike again, so I decided to quit forever I hope I will stick to it, this addiction has ruined my life 20-25k debt is tons of money I wanted to move to a rent from my parents home, travel around the world, doing stuff, but I’m waking up every morning to pay my debt and it will be like that for the rest of the next month. Lost all of my savings, my whole bank account, took loans and stuck with big debt,I think I can manage it and keep going this debt is manageable and I can return it in couple of months,anyway Feeling sick, ashamed , no one knows about it, planning to go to GA next week Please, I beg you I really beg you , don’t put even penny into it, the raises are exponentially, this is the worst addiction in life, if you are into it, accept your losses, try to pay your debt, forget it, go outside see the world to get proposals. Thanks for reading, any advices for this period of time?