u/HealerOfMuggles

Is it normal that I feel okay? Or is my brain playing tricks on me? 14 days ago, I found my younger brother, 28 years old, dead in his bed. The rescue services and I tried to resuscitate him, but that was unsuccessful. Sometimes there is a trigger that makes me sad, but otherwise I feel pretty okay. I also sleep reasonably well. I also don't feel like I'm blocking this out, because I can remember everything in reasonable detail. I also mainly feel like I am looking at the whole situation from my experiences as a nurse, even though this concerns my little brother. I also feel no guilt, even though the resuscitation was not perfect. And despite everyone impressing upon me that I shouldn't feel guilty. Or is my mind playing tricks on me, and am I going to pay the price later?

Vraagje: ik rij zelden autostrade laat staan dat ik de ring van Antwerpen of Brussel neem. Maar wat me steeds opvalt, is dat de filestrook weinig gebruikt wordt waardoor dat je daar tegen 100 gemakkelijk lange slierten auto's voorbij rijdt (ook al mag je niet langs rechts inhalen)