25F already had 1 healthy pregnancy 4 years ago.
Long story short- I've been going to my GYN for painful periods since October. Had many ultrasounds (they see a lot of fluid, especially in my right tube, not necessarily tissue?) They think it's endometriosis, and she wants to do a robotic surgery to diagnose and clean out what she can. We're looking at a month or so out. WELL I am supposed to get married in July. Me and my partner of 3 years were also going to start trying right away.. it feels like I've gotten a fresh new start and now my walls are closing in on me when this new chapter was supposed to be special. My doc said that if my tube is very damaged she'd want to take them but never without my approval and already brought up I may need IVF??? I spiraled for two days after this. Just always crying.
Until the surgery, she recommended to get on the pill to suppress my ovaries. (I haven't been on BC since I was 19)
Mind you, me and my partner have not even tried to get pregnant since us being together. We are back and forth on trying regardless of our July wedding now, or to getting on BC to suppress and wait for surgery. BUT one of my biggest questions is, what's more worth it? Getting the surgery and then trying? Or just trying to see if it happens? I of course do not want to be in pain forever but my MAIN concern is not being to have more babies.
Please be kind and TIA 🤎