I'm happy to just be ..just a part of your life. In whatever capacity you so need and/or want. Just to be in your presence is enough for me .all I ever wanted was your time and effort.
I understand that it is hard for you to be open but here I am...please be kind to me
First there's me then there's you
18 lines in...there's and addition
9 more and there's no I in team
Two subtle crosses that hold the first half to the second
Back to me ..this time there's no you
Another 18 lines in and we are right back where we started
And there's the end ..in the end and the middle of the last segment.
All of it together...adds up ..conclusive thoughts...an entity appears...gleaming .glowing. full of life and grace. Even the bad days seems genuine and real. The pain allows for growth..and during that time a overwhelming amount of silence.
Me and you...
Left here wondering...do you see me? I mean really see me? Do you see the insecurities...the absurdity in it all? Do you scare easily? I often wondered if you'd run if I was to tell you my story...would you fold..or stand tall?
I'll never know cause at this point you and I have reached another platform...a subtle understand. You are there and I am here. And that is to be the way it is. Make no mistake...I still feel, I still long ...but I know my place.
It shall forever be this way.. caught somewhere between seen and heard. Playing with words like they are toys instead of bullets.
I'm being told to move forward
Go ahead take the step...ask her
But I know the outcome
So I decide to stay hidden
You know me ..you know me well
Or do you really?
These secrets you too keep?
Should I wake you?
I promise to be good to you ..
Are you to good to be true?
You said words were messages
Sent in pretty little packages
Memes, songs,poems
The last one was forever ago
I wish I had sunk my teeth in
Deep within the flesh over bone
Taken a bite, branded it with my name
Should I have?
Trying to be right and good
Has gotten me nowhere at all
Where has it gotten you?
There's a need inside of me...that only you can feel
Your my idea of drugs
The thought of you is pure magic to my system
And yet I find myself lost...wondering about yours
There's a lot going on...here there and everywhere else
I know
I guess I'll see you in the end
Or somewhere around ...
Album number 4 Track number 3
If you can see me ...I love you
Never will be anyone who can take your place in my heart.
You are worthy...
I'll sit here right where you left me..waiting for you
You know where I am.
I like to think of us as star crossed lovers...lost, trapped in time. Finding each other in every life until the timing is right.
Maybe this isn't it....but what if it is?
If you are here ..This Is Me ..It Was You
Thelma and Louise Fonda and Tomlin...
Yes I loved you
Yes I fell in love with you
Yes I fell out of love
Yes I still love you
Yes I'll always be here
Yes I'll always be there
Perhaps it's time I'm honest
I'll never stop loving you
And I'll never apologize
You made me want to love you
And even though you push me away
I still love you...and always will