So, all my life i was picky. And it is not like I declined to try new food, I grew up traveling and exploring tastes, but problem still exist, I hate the taste of most foods. It is taste, or texture, or I dont know. I want to cry when I look at beautiful dish and after a bite I am fighting vomit. I can eat only fresh vegetables, I can't handle cooked once, texture is horrible, same with tuna (texture feels so wrong I can't, only if it is backed or fried)
When food goes through cooking - taste changes so badly for me. My primary source of protein is steaks with salt or just cheese, when I can't handle texture of steak (if I accidentally cooked it more than medium rare). Of course I love nuggets, and my hyperfixation is smily fries, but I am so tired living like this.
I went to best chefs, but still, it is so beautiful, looks delicious, but second gets to my mouth - I wanna die.
Does anyone has anything familiar? Can I fix this? I am so tired