u/HazeyJain

i couldn’t get them through the nhs, my mum wouldn’t help me get them otherwise, she was the only person who knew about me. everyone in my family and family circles (without knowing), constantly made me repress further and further. the media made me hate myself, i never got to experience being someone’s daughter.

i didn’t understand diy or financing it, and life was moving so fast i couldn’t mentally handle anything without help. i felt like i was constantly being gaslit and because my mum never liked to talk about it, or help me in any urgent way i just dissociated to survive.

i’ve started now, but my god how do i live. one shot at life and only a slim critical opportunity available and i’ve missed it. i wish i was helped and i just can’t handle this reality. genuinely how does anyone live i need advice

crying because when i came out i got shamed in clothes stores and forced away from the woman’s section, was made to feel weird and ashamed and also never got to experience what it was like to be my mother’s daughter, instead repped and lied that my “delusions” were over to please her 🥰

wow iwnbaw i have to rope holy