u/Haunting_Lake_9554

I started a 300mg/week testosterone cycle 6 weeks ago and the past few weeks have experienced some heavy aromatization. Today i was carrying some stuff a bit recklessly and my mom got really mad about it cause it was heavy metals hitting the house and stuff. After the incident I went to my room and genuinely started crying over nothing. I felt so sad that someone i cared about was being ”mean” to me. I practically never cry about anything that another person says or does to me, but this genuinely hit me like a heureka moment. I never understood how my ex got so sad when i said something i considered was mildy antagonizing or even neutral, but now i’ve felt the rollercoaster that estrogen can cause on the mind and emotions. I was genuinely an asshole to her and can’t be mad at her for leaving me. Definitely an eye opening experience to how differently others can perceive your actions and especially feminine women. Estrogen does make you emotional and i feel like I’ve gotten a glimpse into how women can feel and get hurt by the silliest things known to man. I used to always just be annoyed or brush her off when she was crying because I genuinely just didn’t get it and didn’t see it as a big thing if i was being slightly ”mean”. Was always just thinking boohoo who cares, but estrogen really does make stuff feel like the end of the world. Anyway got my E2 checked today and results should come tomorrow morning. Will be getting an AI this weekend because the bloating is BAD.