u/Haunting-Still-2468

Received the call today with results of a negative beta after a fresh transfer. Not even like half an hour after getting the call, we received a text from close friends giving us news that they had their baby today. I feel so numb and also guilty for not being immediately happy for them. Obviously I'm glad for them having a healthy and safe delivery and baby boy is so beautiful, but it's so difficult. Kind of feeling like the universe kicked me while I was down.