First past life regression experience and would like your insights
First time doing BQH.
1st scene: I was a man in his 40s. I was alone. Then I set myself on fire.
2nd scene: I was in a studio in Italy, sad and alone.Felt stuck inside this room. This was another version of me living in a different universe. I wanted to leave but I didn’t know how. I left and drove away. I finally felt free.
3rd scene: somewhere in the 1800s? I was alone in a dirty room, hungry and cold. I’ve been alone all my life. I didn’t have a job and begged for food. I stabbed myself in the chest. I believe this was my previous life.. I have a huge fear of being poked in the chest. It makes me very anxious.
I came into this experience very open-minded. Everything was just so dark and eerie. Some insights I received don’t resonate with me. I’m taking what resonates and leaving what doesn’t.
We asked why I experienced those past lives. They said I had to repay karmic debt. I chose to come back all alone and when it’s repaid, I can come back to be filled with loved ones. This is the life I am currently living- being surrounded by friends and family. They said this is the most evolved version of me. Prior to the session, I kept having thoughts about how this is my last life on earth. After this, I will have learned all my lessons.
I also felt that I did not deeply connect to my highest self. I feel more connected when I meditate on my own.. maybe there was a blockage during my session?
Overall thoughts? Any insights on what this may mean?