Imma crashout
Bro i just feel so lost and defeated. College makes me feel stupid. Like genuinely. Have i lost my ability to retain stuff. What is wrong with me??? There is this fear that my cgpa is gonna drop.... I put in sm effort last sem but still missed the next grade by like 2 marks in almost all the subjects.... it's like no matter wt i do ill fail....i don't understand how ppl grasp stuff so easily.....i was such a person in skl...but here? Nop After first sem i stopped going to study room...cuz wt is a stupid girl doing in the study room all the time? Idk where to sit and study.... idk wt to do Everyone doing sm with their lives..but me? The only thing I've had since skl was that i was decent in studies. Here i feel like im struggling to be even average. It's like i study sthng...i do problems....i go back to it the next day...i realise ive forgotten everything....the hours of effort all for what!?THIS WAS NOT ME. (This is just a vent. I just had to get it out of my mind. ALSO, drop suggestions as to where y'all sit and study. I used to sit alone in my room back home. But that's not possible here.Library is too much hassle. Room is distracting.)